😪😥😥😥😥😥😥😥 kinda slowly breaking… Why?!?!?!?!
I feel as though having someone care about me completes me. That must say something, right?
But it’s alright. Nothing I’m not used to. Born alone, feel alone, die alone. Ya feels?
And now I’m sitting here thinking, will anyone ever show any interest in me? Probably not
You know what, I don’t miss josh. Because he was right. I do deserve someone that will treat me better than he did. But the thing is, I’ve never had ANYONE think of me like that, in any way shape or form. No boyfriend, no real connection.. Besides the one I thought josh and I had.. So it’s different. It’s different because I think I don’t deserve anything, so less is more. Ya feel me? He acted as if it was so hard to love me, when really I accepted the least that any girl would accept from a guy… But I only did this to myself, letting him in… What was I thinking, that someone could actually put up with me every day for more than 4 months… Crazy right? Ya…
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