When somebody chooses a substance over you it really takes a toll… Especially 10 years later when your going off to college and still don’t have a mom to help you do shit
Why do I keep bouncing back?
Because I’m bored. I like to be distracted from reality. Escaping for those couple of hours makes me feel alive. But when will enough be actually enough? Enough for my subconscious to get over everything. To get over the fact that every relationship with any guy I’ve had on cape needs to be buried in the sand. I need to go to Boston ASAP, and really get myself away from these toxic people… Or person
And fighting with my best friend is making it all so much worse
😔 so my little for Big Brother Big Sister tried killing herself…. Some Big I am…